Saturnalia by Stephanie Feldman is easily a 4-star read. It’s one of those books that carry you on a daze of adventure, mystery, and magic, as well as fascinating character relations, although it peters out at the very end, where you expect something amazing, but nothing much happens.
At least that’s how I experienced it.
So Saturnalia is about a yearly festival where a bunch of secret societies have their own parties, and Saturnalia is the party of Club Saturn, aka the former club of the protagonist, Nina. We know she left the club three years ago, and now she’s asked to go back and retrieve something – something very peculiar! That sets her off on a journey down memory lane as well as an alchemical adventure that will cause her to reexamine everything (and everyone) she knows and wants. Meanwhile, we’ll find out about secret deals cast in shadows, alchemical processes that are supposed to be impossible, the world of secret societies in general and the superfluousness of everything.
It’s a very eerie and compulsive novel, so I couldn’t put it down until I finished it. The only thing I found disappointing is that one of the characters could have been revealed much earlier, instead of the infodump at the end, but hey, maybe that’s just me. For me, the most riveting parts were the psychological effects on the main character as she walked down memory lane, through her traumas and new revelations. It was heart-breaking but also empowering. If you’re looking for a good love story, however, please do not pick up this book. It’s not one of those.
Finally, if you enjoy a dash of dark academia with your reads, then this is perfect for you. It has just enough nihilism and mockery to last you a long time. Some people might accept it as disappointing in some ways when it comes to the trauma and human relationships, but I have found that dark academia is it’s own beast – it’s not supposed to make you feel better. It’s just supposed to be real.
If you’re a fan of dark academia, mysterious alchemical stories, overcoming trauma, and self-discovering journeys, then this is the book for you.
Reviewed by Violeta Nedkova